Something smart

Hello dear readers who've not given up on my rather dead blog just yet.


I'm here again, this time, trying to write something to destress from studying.


My finals begins next tuesday, ending on 23rd Nov. I'll be returning home on 27th for a good three months. 
Yes I do love holidays but why does it have to be so long? Two weeks to 1 month is good enough already. I hate rotting around doing nothing. Blergh.
Well, at least I'll be attending summer school at Subang.


Yesterday, I have no idea what I was thinking but I wanted to show my friend pictures of the Curtin campus in Perth. So I went to Curtin's website. (The one in Perth)


ok - brb - toilet break  :P


ok back.


So... yeah. I was browsing through the website, looking for more pictures of the campus itself. Then, I came across a link that I thought was interesting. and I clicked on it.
It was the greatest discovery of my life. 


No, seriously. No joke. 
I have no idea why I haven't heard about it before  T.T 
Such a waste!


This is the website  : CLICK 


Tell me. How amazing is that.  *tears of joy


you have no idea at all, how long I was staring at that page, clicking on each country's name, looking at the list of universities.. and just, drool. Yes, that's it. Just, freaking, droooool like an idiot in front of the computer.


If there's one decision that I regret, it would be the decision whereby I chose to go to Murdoch. *smacks self
I was THIS CLOSE to going to Curtin in Perth, and then probably have the slight chance (that I now no longer have) of going on an exchange semester elsewhere. 
Life would have been so different. So, very, ultimately, different. 


But I guess everything happens for a reason. 


Soooo, yeah. Maybe the reason why I chose Murdoch in the very first place was because I was fated to....
- fall and trip and sprain my ankle on the first week of class in Perth
- hurt my tailbone because of the impact of the awesome and glorious fall
- have an absolutely boring uni life in Murdoch


and then....
- failed to go to Curtin Perth just because of that ONE FREAKING LETTER Murdoch refused to issue....


and then...
- live in the city of the dead, a.k.a Miri
- be 30 mins away from the nearest mall which cost me RM40 just to get a cab to send me there to buy groceries and get back to uni.
- live in an on-campus accommodation whereby I'll receive sms saying "Welcome to Brunei" (coz its damn near Brunei)
- have weird lecturers (No, weird is not the word. Noob sounds more like it)
- and best of all.. I'll be having my graduation in the Uni's gym! zomg how exciting!!! :D :D
yes, the last moment of my life as a student will be photographed, completed with awesome props like dumbbells. I can't wait to graduate. seriously. 


Okay I shall stop complaining because all of these is not anyone's fault, but myself.
I'm such a lousy decision maker. 


Despite all the complains I make about living in Perth or even Miri.
Its not all that bad. I do have great moments and happy times in both places. I've made new friends from different background in both places.. 
Its just... human always ask for what they can't get, don't they? and as usual, grass is always greener on the other side. plus, girls love to rant. so, just let me do so.


As for now, I've kinda given up on aspiring to have an awesome-wonderful-kickass-uni-life.
All I want to do now is ace my exams and at least appear to be less stupid. and of course, be happy.




Hmmm now, should I continue studying or sleep.Okay I think I'll go for the latter.


(See what I mean by me being a lousy decision maker?)   T.T