New Addiction

Have I mentioned.... that I've recently developed a new love towards this thing called headband? They are so awesome and makes it so easy to be a girly-girl on lazy days.  :P

I got myself a headband from FashionValet (brand: Alainn) recently and brought it with me to Singapore. Wanted the one in beige but unfortunately it was already sold out by the time I wanted to purchase it :(   (So be sure to get yours the moment you set your eyes on any of them! They run out pretty fast so gotta act quick to secure your fav piece!! :D)

Gonna get myself a second one soon-ish.

I got the Olive one! :D

Spot it! ♥

Wore it again the next day, and it matched my maxi dress!

And oh that's some expensive popcorn from Garrett Popcorn, Singapore. 

I loved the packaging! So cute!

The people at FV were so friendly and I love love love love loveeee their packaging. (Yes I'm a sucker for nice packaging. I'm a girl,okay) 

Too bad I didn't take a picture of the packaging arghhh 

Anyways, Thank you FV for the awesome customer service + product + packaging + everything else :P

Hmmmm which headband should I get next?
The red one.

Eh no, I think I'll get the navy blue one...

but the purple one looks nice toooo..... 

What about the maroon one?! :D

*continue day-dreaming.............

and maybe one day my prince charming will get me all the headbands and I won't have to worry about the hole in my purse anymore! *giggles

The day is here!

Goooood morning lovely people! :)


Heading home today!! Wheeeee


Done with finals, done with everything I need to do here in Sarawak.


Glorious Klang, I'll be back in a couple of hours! Reserve those bahkutteh for ME! :D

Random Snapshots

 ♥ my awesome cousins

 ♥ myself   :P

Hmmm time for a hair cut/trim.  Been so longgg.

Salon visits, anyone?

OHHH! on a super happy note, Congrats to JQ for making it to the top 10 of Mirrors Ambassador Search!! :D :D

Will be going to Korea in December, and spending Christmas there! Best part - the 3CUZ (Myself, Evelyn and Rachel) are finally living our dreams - to travel together on our own!

Feel so grown up now. Haha

Will be going to Korea in December, and spending Christmas there! 

Best part - the 3CUZ (Myself, Evelyn and Rachel) are finally living our dreams - to travel together on our own!

Feel so grown up now. Haha

To forgive and forget - Life's hardest lesson, but learning it, slowly but surely.

Life is way too short to make enemies or be mad at people for so long anyway. Stop hatin' start lovin'.

Will be selling away a lot of my clothes after my finals. All of them are either brand new or worn once/twice only. Do check this space after 27th November! 

Wardrobe clearance and crazy prices!!  :D

I need a new hobby. Buy me a shopping mall, anyone? I'll manage it with all of my heart and soul. LOL.

No, really. 

I spend hours just browsing through online boutiques and drool at beautiful pieces. 

Makes me happy just like that!

Oh! And I saw a rainbow earlier~ So pretty but too bad I didn't bring my camera back to Sarawak, had to use my phone to capture the pics instead. 

Something smart

Hello dear readers who've not given up on my rather dead blog just yet.


I'm here again, this time, trying to write something to destress from studying.


My finals begins next tuesday, ending on 23rd Nov. I'll be returning home on 27th for a good three months. 
Yes I do love holidays but why does it have to be so long? Two weeks to 1 month is good enough already. I hate rotting around doing nothing. Blergh.
Well, at least I'll be attending summer school at Subang.


Yesterday, I have no idea what I was thinking but I wanted to show my friend pictures of the Curtin campus in Perth. So I went to Curtin's website. (The one in Perth)


ok - brb - toilet break  :P


ok back.


So... yeah. I was browsing through the website, looking for more pictures of the campus itself. Then, I came across a link that I thought was interesting. and I clicked on it.
It was the greatest discovery of my life. 


No, seriously. No joke. 
I have no idea why I haven't heard about it before  T.T 
Such a waste!


This is the website  : CLICK 


Tell me. How amazing is that.  *tears of joy


you have no idea at all, how long I was staring at that page, clicking on each country's name, looking at the list of universities.. and just, drool. Yes, that's it. Just, freaking, droooool like an idiot in front of the computer.


If there's one decision that I regret, it would be the decision whereby I chose to go to Murdoch. *smacks self
I was THIS CLOSE to going to Curtin in Perth, and then probably have the slight chance (that I now no longer have) of going on an exchange semester elsewhere. 
Life would have been so different. So, very, ultimately, different. 


But I guess everything happens for a reason. 


Soooo, yeah. Maybe the reason why I chose Murdoch in the very first place was because I was fated to....
- fall and trip and sprain my ankle on the first week of class in Perth
- hurt my tailbone because of the impact of the awesome and glorious fall
- have an absolutely boring uni life in Murdoch


and then....
- failed to go to Curtin Perth just because of that ONE FREAKING LETTER Murdoch refused to issue....


and then...
- live in the city of the dead, a.k.a Miri
- be 30 mins away from the nearest mall which cost me RM40 just to get a cab to send me there to buy groceries and get back to uni.
- live in an on-campus accommodation whereby I'll receive sms saying "Welcome to Brunei" (coz its damn near Brunei)
- have weird lecturers (No, weird is not the word. Noob sounds more like it)
- and best of all.. I'll be having my graduation in the Uni's gym! zomg how exciting!!! :D :D
yes, the last moment of my life as a student will be photographed, completed with awesome props like dumbbells. I can't wait to graduate. seriously. 


Okay I shall stop complaining because all of these is not anyone's fault, but myself.
I'm such a lousy decision maker. 


Despite all the complains I make about living in Perth or even Miri.
Its not all that bad. I do have great moments and happy times in both places. I've made new friends from different background in both places.. 
Its just... human always ask for what they can't get, don't they? and as usual, grass is always greener on the other side. plus, girls love to rant. so, just let me do so.


As for now, I've kinda given up on aspiring to have an awesome-wonderful-kickass-uni-life.
All I want to do now is ace my exams and at least appear to be less stupid. and of course, be happy.




Hmmm now, should I continue studying or sleep.Okay I think I'll go for the latter.


(See what I mean by me being a lousy decision maker?)   T.T 

Time to go crazy!

Errr. Not now of course, but during my 3 months holiday!

Lets seeee.. To do list:
- Spa day with JQ Lee
- Bazaar-hopping day! who wanna join!?
- Meet up with Ming
- KOREA!
- Huge party in January for all FICM'ians   =)
- Sell away all my unused clothing!
- Plan and start on my big project!


Bwahahaha.. More to add on!
Hoooraayy!

How do you spell the word "good"

I wish I could be a better person.


Sometimes uncertainties in life make you somewhat blurred about the future, sometimes even something that is staring right at your face makes you spin right round. (Okay I didn't make sense did I) Sigh.


I know hardly anybody reads this space anymore, but this is a personal space of mine for me to jot down my thoughts and scribble nonsense whenever I want to.
There is so much I want to do in my life. So often I let go of all those chances just because I'm afraid of what others would think of me if I fail. Yes, I'm a sore loser. I have not failed any subjects since primary school up till now. I am a very competitive person. I trained myself to either do well, or do extraordinarily good. Failure was not an option. I have extremely high expectations of myself. As long as its not 75% and above, its not good enough to me. That's why I am so very picky when it comes to assignments. Heck, even little things like how to hang my clothes or even how much to arrange my items in an orderly manner, I am sooooooo darn picky. Yes I may sound like a perfectionist, who has a super tidy and neat room, a clean study table free from random items such as cotton buds, left over bread and what not. But I'm not. My life and my thoughts, they are all over the place. Just like my room. It totally reflects on my life. 
So messy. So, so messy. 


Some people said I'm a confident person. I do my work with all my heart.  I don't care what others think about me. 
Truth is, every single day before I leave my room, no matter where am I heading to, I'll at least try on 3 different shirts/skirts/pants/dresses. Just to look good. Just so I can actually FEEL good and be slightly more confident. How people think of me, matters SO SO SO MUCH to me. I cannot bare knowing someone dislike me or even think that I am not a nice person to hang out with. I know nobody is perfect in this world, but argh. (Gawd I don't even know what am I typing anymore)


I have everything I want in life. Awesome family members, caring friends, parents who are willing to sacrifice and pay so much for my education. I don't have any life-threatening diseases, nor do I live in an unbearable condition.




Today, I also received my first Fail in my life. No, I didn't fail any exams whatsoever.
It was my assignment. I scored 48/100 for my Management assignment.
Reason: Lecturer mentioned instruction ABC, another tutor mentioned instruction XYZ.
So, since the lecturer is like the leader for the subject, I followed his instruction. But, because I followed instruction ABC, I was penalized for "NOT FOLLOWING MY INSTRUCTION"--Quote the tutor with instruction XYZ


Yes, its very near the passing line. Yes, some of you may think "aiyah this girl nothing better to do, like that also wanna complain"


The thing here is, many people told me to complain to the lecturer about it. I didn't. 
Num 1: Lecturer and tutors = 1 team of colleagues. I'm sure the lecturer will have something good to say about the tutor anyway
Num 2: I realized that things happen for a reason. In the future, there will be conflicts of instructions from various decision makers. It may be the two marks that I've lost that made me so upset. But these 2 marks, are the best marks that I've lost. 




You may not understand what is the big deal. but it's okay.


Today, I became wiser.

An urge to scribble

I know I've said this gazillion times, but there is really nothing exciting in my life to blog about  :(


I've been shopping so much recently (grocery shopping that is)


I feel like we're such monsters, referring to my housemates and myself.


4 of us finishes a tray of eggs in less than a week.   o.0


At the rate we're eating, I'm gonna turn into a big fat lazy bimbo one day. real soon. *gasp


The only thing that I'm excited about is the HOLIDAYYYYS.


I know that when the holidays finally arrive, I'll be complaining about being bored and having the urge to do assignments. Gosh why am I so difficult?!


So lets seeeee, 43 more days to finals and 77 more days till I breathe in Korean air. Hahahaha. I sound so dumb. Lalaladida..


I saw a rainbow the other day  :) Totally made my day! Wheeee


(okay if you haven't realise, this post is full of nothing but pure bullshit just cause I'm so bored and tired of reading powderful enggrish)


I wanna swim and go to the gym. AND SAUNA TOO!!!  :'(


Dear Celcom Broadband, please speed up  :( Pretttyyy pleaseeeeeeeeee


Dear Laptop, please do not fail on me anytime soon (Ooops daddie says not to use the word "not"). Let me rephrase, Dear Laptop, please be fine until I finish this semester (at least)


Dear University, please organize more fun-filled events and not some stupid quiz day =.="


Dear Ng Kai Ling, please come back at the end of the year before I die of boredom.  Please and thank you  :D




Bye bye

Happy Belated Mid-Autumn Festival

Errr, sometimes I get all hyped up like that  ;)

Doodle Doooo

I miss my Barney cupcakes  :(


On a happier note, Korea trip in 92 days!  :D


Mooncake festival coming soon! :D


More updates soon..

Ola! I'm still alive!

Its been so long since I last posted anything in this space (not like anyone cares, but oh well)


Hmmm where should I start?


After my 20th birthday celebration in July, I went to Perth for a couple of days to pack my stuff, and also to meet up with the ladies back in Perth  :)


We had really awesome food while I was there.. Too many to mention, let pictures speak for me!

Chee Yin made this for me as my birthday present! :)

So prettttyyyyyy!! Thank you again CheeYin!  <3 <3

Skye and myself getting excited because there were balloons!

I cooked Bah Kut Teh on my last night there  :(

Jenny who's supposed to be my housemate

Nice to meet you Jenny! :)

Skye. CheeYin. YiLing. Me

@ Little Caesars (awesome pizzas)

Pizza 1

Pizza 2

Dessert Pizza

MUD HONEY PIZZA!

Super nice lah, but after eating one piece, it will be too sweeeeet for you to take another.. haha

Noms..

This is what I call, sinful indulgence ;)

Nomsss. See the choc dripping!!!!

The next day, St. Churros  =)

Very nice also!! I miss it alreadyyyy Boohoo

Syok-sendiri while Skye and Yi Ling try on their clothes :)

@ Fremantle 

Little Creatures! 

Heart this picca ;)

Nachos!

Roasted Pork with Potato and some apple thinggy on the right hand side, I love it!

They helped with packing :)

Below is an advertisement for the vacuum packing bag  :P

We had loads of Nougats

And had this candid photo taken by Skye  :)

Thank you all for the pleasant holiday in Perth  :)

Scary thoughts

To me, the fastest thing on earth is not the speed of light, nor the speed of bullet train, or whatever fast moving objects out there.

To me, the fastest thing is nothing else but TIME.

Seriously, it's passing by way too fast.

The thought of "What my future is gonna be like?" , scare the crap outta me.

Its scary. Very scary. 

It feels like yesterday I was still in high school, bandaging the students' wounds. Giving speeches and organizing camps, activities etc. 

When I was in high school, after school, I'll either stay back in school having meeting with the committee, or staying at Red Crescent HeadQuarters planning and organizing events.

Life was hectic back then, but it was rather enjoyable. It was great. Nothing but total bliss.

Juggling between school, tuition, home, and Red Crescent. 

2007, I left high school.

Went to Taylor's, Foundation in Communication July 2008 intake.

Where I met awesome friends. =) 

I still had my confidence back then. I had the guts to volunteer myself to be the project manager in the first day of class. I knew it was gonna be tough, but I still did it anyway. 

I had help from Amirul, Serene, Izzuddin, JQ, Aaron, Joanne, Christine, Imran.. and so many more people. We had sleepovers, late night talks, supper at 3am in the morning..

It was so much fun. 

I wished I could stay on in Foundation programme forever. 

Now, 2010. In Curtin. Yes I'm happy here.

I hate to admit this, but I'm no longer who I used to be. 

My confidence is at level zero, or probably negative. 

My self-esteem has gone down the drain. 

Yes I still behave the same way when I'm around people I've known for a long time. But when it comes to meeting new people, I suck. Totally horrible at it. 

I wonder what has happened. What was so powerful to pull me down this way. 

Time for self discovery.

Characters

时间过得好快， 快得有点吓人。

不知不觉地，一个月又过了。

好久没写华文字了，感觉有点生疏。

好想继续学习中文。

Gosh it took me so long to type the short sentences above.  :S

Need more practice  

2 is better than 1

Had an advance 20th birthday celebration at home  :)

Fun-filled with cute cupcakes!  

Warning : Heaps of pictures ahead!!  :D

Steamboat! Nomsss

FICM'ians

Happy Birthday Girl

The Klang Gang

Tsk tsk tsk, Rachel.....

Santa Claus! Ho Ho Ho

Aaron Amirul Serene

Snacks!!

Card from FICM'ians

MY CUPCAKES!!!! 

Wheeeee~~~ :D 

Cuteness to the max or what?!  :D

Marine themed, with Barney, Baby Bop and B.J.  

I iz happieee

The 3CUZ

3CUZ + Andrea

Ah Yeeee~~  :)

FICM'ians

*which cake to cut*

Cousins, Brother and future cousin-in-law  :P

Klang Gang + JianHui from Singapore on the far left :)

WooHooo Andalas-ians

Brother and Soo Ling

=D

Everyone loved the cupcakes  :)

Happy Birthday to Me!

Group shot

Encik Wayne with lil' nemo  :)

Edwin with Evie's starfish  :P

Kiran

Klangians

*melts* So adorable  :D

Camwhore #1

Camwhore #2

FAV SHOT! :D

Lulu Nand  & Bob

Evie and Ed

Sze Meng and Evie

My beloved Exco 2006   :)

THANK YOU to everyone who came and thanks for all the gifts and wishes!

:)

- Wey Chin -